The Son...

after a 3 month battle my great friend's dad today breathed his last...
almost 90 days back i received a phone call from him, informing about his father being admitted in the hospital. his state of mind - fucked.
he is definitely not the kind of a guy who looses hope too soon.
a strict character of a strong persona.

i used to check on him every now and then just to make sure that he doesn't feel low. from regular phone calls to overnight trips to the lavish hospital's
waiting lounge...
i knew it somewhere within that it's a tough battle to last with a renal failure, a hissing heart, water-laden lungs, blood infection and internal bleeding.
damn.... that's just too much ham on the toast.

an early sms to revealed the patient's nirvana. i still went in for an outside lunch.
i called up as many school buddies as possible expecting a few special ones to show up.
but i guess i had forgotten that these were good-time buddies. when it was finally time to meet him they backed out. i am sure that gyming, girlfriends and tired asses are more important than a friend's dead father.

waited till 6pm to hitch-hike to his house.

and there i see him meeting people. one after another. till it's my turn.
the hug was crushing me.
he cried. told me that he had promised to get his Pa home... at least once.

i passively and actively saw my friend fight for his dad's life. from pillar to post. spending money like cold water in a hot month.
all to receive a 157 page bill plus a death certificate.

i just returned home after wrapping up the hospital's tasks.
cremation happens tomorrow once his brother gets back to country.

till then it's a long night for me....

May the departed Soul Rest In Peace.

last tag of the decade

ok folks... this should be the last tag for this decade now... i am sick of them.
i have finally tagged 3 people on this... why should i suffer alone???

and from hereon i forbid any soul to tag me on anywhere except a strip club....
here i am trying to make my blog look sensible... and from nowhere these tags land up that help it look like an ass...

1. Name three most valuable assets?

hehehehe
I just cannot stop laughing at this one…
Please read the question again (with a dirty mind).

2. One truth in your life that haunts you every day?

I choose not to answer this one… and it has nothing to do with either impotency or other things going smaller in life. Simply because once ‘this’ truth is revealed on blogsphere every tom, DICK and harry would be chasing my case 27 X 7.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the four blog buddies you would take
alongside with you?

Skeeter obviously, JBose, the goddess and not to miss gonecase…. I shall then decide to kill in the reverse order.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

either the boulder streets of Istanbul or the countryside of austria.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

My very own radio station. FM dRoZz 99.8 MHz.

6. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?

would I have known that was the last time ever, I would have waited with her longer.

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?

My virginity…. Khussh???

8. What would you do if you found a briefcase full of money?

Faaltu sawaala… saala aajtak 500/= waala Gandhi to mila nahi … yaha briefcase milega! Fuckin filmy….

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Confessing to someone I love????
You must be crazy…. I confess to girls whom I don’t even love….

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

1. Gonecase is in fact the ONLY guy who has blogrolled me…
2. iski kitni bhi le lo, yeh kabhi bhi piss off nai hota…
3. and the best being that he is Punjabi…. Bhai hai… ganda aadmi hai to kya hua?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Considering the fact that I “wish” from my heart and my heart resides in the upper half of my body, all that I expect from my other half (ie. The lower half of my body) is to function like it does today till the day I die…. Amen.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

24*7 crib-masters.

13. What is your ambition?

Currently, to reach question 20 and get done with this fucked up tag…

14. My Question: If you were given the chance to have one super power.. what would it be and why?

please refer answer 13.

15. For you life is?

A sine wave…. For all those of you, who do not know what a sine wave is, please click on the X button on the extreme top-right corner of your browser window and wait for a miracle to happen.

16. If you could do one thing different in life, what would it be?

I have a filthy answer for this too….but I guess I’ll settle with the socially acceptable answer…
To be less competitive when not required… it does fuck my happiness at times.

17. Are you a shopaholic or no?

my shopping list has more than raw food, clothes, music, underwears etc. on it….
I like spending on gadgets and other technology related stuff.

18. Which actress or actors you would like to be?

Salman Khan or maybe Bruce Willis. Salman for his “fuck you all” attitude. Bruce Willis for the look in his eyes… or maybe the crow’s feet …

19. what touches you?

Considering the fact that I have not been seeing anyone for the last so many months… its definitely MYSELF…

20. Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

and here come the last question…. yayyyyyyyyyyyy
bye bye


TAG TIME: *devilish grin*.....
i tag the following people......
1. skeeter
2. crasiezt
3. gunj

delhi smiles today :)

A drop fell on the apple tree Another on the roof; A half a dozen kissed the eaves, And made the gables laugh.

ever since i woke up rubbing my eyes to come back to life today morning, i realized a cheering atmosphere.
it felt like my first love at 16. blissful...
i stepped in my balcony to feel the breeze. the Sun was not out, neither did it intend to. the sky looked damp and the air was cool. i could smell moisture from the earth and the walls.
i looked around and realized that the city had already experienced a slight drizzle. everything around me looked satisfied. everything just had an orgasm... and a real one.
the plants, the walls, the trees, the soaked cars... everything that does not talk to me everyday seemed happy.

i rushed myself to work and the hour long drive never wanted me to go to my workplace today. would i have been in school then today would have been a perfect day to watch a morning show at a sleazy theater not nearby. don't give me those judgmental looks... when i was in school (6-7 years back) there was hardly any porn access except that one regular debonair, fantasy or TB6. though i was blessed not with a filthy rich father but surely with a filthy rich best friend who did in fact introduce me to the pioneer of Indian internet porn... www.desibaba.com

here i have, like always drifted from the topic of discussion (delhi rains) to pornography.
so almost post lunch i heard the lightening strike smeared with a loud thunder. it then poured cats and dogs for at least a good 30 minutes.
and when the rain finally seized, it was love all around. mush was in the air. i realized this when i looked into the eyes of all pretty girls in a long-distance relationship... i saw 'the void'.
to an extent when i was asked out for a walk by a lovely dame whose better half seems to be busy minting a currency other than India's. damn you dude. come home and get her before i play myself.

it was in fact today that i realized for a moment that it rains for everybody... but only a few (like her) wish to feel the pleasure.